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Submerge. (Poem)

Sun, 14 Oct 2012 13:28:50 -0400

Staring at the bottom of a plastic cup,
Trying to refrain from filling it back up,
Brown gold not necessarily cold surfs the bottom corners,
No soda, just straight down my esophagus
No fuss, I can’t even taste that familiar sting anymore,
So I continue to pour and pour,
Drowning my sorrows out more and more
Numbing my mind until it’s momentarily dumb
Or until it succumbs to forgetfulness
(I just wish I didn’t have to think about this )
Old memories of what I used to have evaporate as
Psychological liquid fills my though cavities,
Holding captive my thoughts and memories if only but a moment,
At least during this time, I don’t have to admit to owning it.
I drank go forget how what used to be bliss
Got twisted, churned, and burned into this.
But what I learned during that trip to the watering hole
Is that bad and sad moments remain amidst the mind and occasionally constrict the soul.

Hello everyone! A while back I talked about working on a...

Sun, 23 Sep 2012 17:17:00 -0400

Hello everyone! A while back I talked about working on a photography project called “_the.essence”. Well I’m done! I’m putting the finishing touches on everything now. Until I complete all of the galleries, I’ll be posting the ones I’ve finished up until this point. Enjoy! Click the link to see the rest of the photos for each respective individual

http://www.silasphotography.net/p191112463

Hello everyone! A while back I talked about working on a...

Sun, 23 Sep 2012 17:16:04 -0400

http://www.silasphotography.net/p362054246

Hello everyone! A while back I talked about working on a...

Sun, 23 Sep 2012 17:14:37 -0400

http://www.silasphotography.net/p254032705

Hello everyone! A while back I talked about working on a...

Sun, 23 Sep 2012 17:13:23 -0400

http://www.silasphotography.net/p225604489

Hello everyone! A while back I talked about working on a...

Sun, 23 Sep 2012 17:09:00 -0400

http://www.silasphotography.net/p498573936

Hello everyone! A while back I talked about working on a...

Sun, 23 Sep 2012 17:08:00 -0400

http://www.silasphotography.net/p215062409

Hello everyone! A while back I talked about working on a...

Sun, 23 Sep 2012 17:06:49 -0400

http://www.silasphotography.net/p139595118

This is my first time posting some images in a long while! Felt...

Mon, 30 Jul 2012 20:55:00 -0400

"Remnants"

"Screen Shots"

"Sunday"

This is my first time posting some images in a long while! Felt good to shoot again.

She told me that she hated me How she regretted dating me How I wasn’t shit and had everything...

Sat, 28 Apr 2012 11:59:07 -0400

She told me that she hated me
How she regretted dating me
How I wasn’t shit and had everything to do with it.
It being us and our relationship being a bust
And how she couldn’t trust my own investment in us.
I believed that was her insecurities speaking to me
At one time it wasn’t all so bleak to me
I wasn’t sure how this came to be but I just sat and listened.
Or read since text messaging and social networking has replaced actual communication.
She trusted me and “I lost a good thing”
But if we were so good then why did I always hurt so much?
She told me I lost someone who really cared about me.
If she cared so much then why were things being thrown in my face that I didn’t deserve?
She had the nerve to say that she sat and prayed but came to the realization that there wasn’t shit to pray about; straight played me out.
I’ll take responsibility for my own actions
But things weren’t being reciprocated to my satisfaction
There was a lot of finger pointing and constant bashing
And taking what I worked hard to build and tarnishing and trashing.
I continued to listen.
Well, read.
Oddly enough I had no remorse in this divorce that was occurring
Because when the lines start blurring
And joy turns to hate
And when dates turn to fights
And fights to frustrated nights
And anger turns to danger in the form of elevation
Then you want to combine that floating with cups of inebriation
It’s time to stop the pacing, waiting, complicating, and debating
Regarding a battle you were meant to lose.
I refuse to continue this mental suicide caused by your pride and prodding my sides
The ride was long and I learned much along the way,
Including the things that there was no point in saying.

My mother and I went to the monument today. This is one of the...

Fri, 06 Apr 2012 20:43:59 -0400

My mother and I went to the monument today. This is one of the photos I took.

Birds enjoying the weather.

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 18:18:07 -0400

Birds enjoying the weather.

Another preview of some of the photos I shot yesterday for my...

Mon, 02 Apr 2012 18:16:00 -0400

CAAAAAAAT DADDYYYYYYYY!

*gasp*

Stopping to smell the roses.

Another preview of some of the photos I shot yesterday for my natural hair project, “the.essence_”. Again, I had to refrain from posting more! I hope you enjoy them!

Another favorite from today. I hope the rest of the project goes...

Sun, 01 Apr 2012 23:31:46 -0400

Another favorite from today. I hope the rest of the project goes in this direction.

So I was damn-near about to post ALL of this beautiful...

Sun, 01 Apr 2012 21:44:30 -0400

So I was damn-near about to post ALL of this beautiful woman’s photos…but I restrained myself. But one of my favorite shoots thus far! Excited about what the rest of my natural hair photo project holds.

tobeanaturalista: This is a photo from an extensive...

Mon, 19 Mar 2012 15:13:30 -0400

tobeanaturalista:

This is a photo from an extensive black-and-white photography project I’m working on, entitled “the.essence_”. It will feature collages from a variety of different models, as well as individual still shots.

The link to my tumblr is tfpg.tumblr.com. My website is http://www.silasphotography.com

Another shot for my project.

Sun, 18 Mar 2012 19:17:57 -0400

Another shot for my project.

Another one.

Sun, 18 Mar 2012 13:14:45 -0400

Another one.

Another image from my natural hair photography project.

Sun, 18 Mar 2012 13:10:25 -0400

Another image from my natural hair photography project.

Photo

Mon, 12 Mar 2012 21:47:19 -0400